Happy new year to me and every one, every breathing thing. wish it will be a year of happenings which will shun away all the bad and evil n move us all towards good. Yest was a good day. I was traveling on the new year eve so couldn't able to sleep much. I came to office yest, and felt very energetic even after sleeping only 5 hrs and yesterday was the first day i didn't smoked a fag. I only smoke half a fag every day but stopping that itself had became very tough for me. Every time i will try not to smoke but in the end i will convince myself with some stupid silly reasons and will smoke. Yes, nicotine is very bad i had been smoking half cigar per day from almost 6 yrs now.And I should change the job. The current one is very boring and learning curve is very lean. :(. I had to cut down 10 kgs by april end. I will do it all through exercising and conscious eating.
After 5 days, i saw angel today. She is stunning as usual and today we wore the same colors. Me, a white shirt and dark blue jeans and she wore a salwar with blue kurthi and white pant. She was God's such a beautiful creation, every time i see her, i thank god. I know some day some one will say She is the only reason for him to stay alive. Wish u good luck angel.
All the best for me as well, for new job, cutting down weight and finding the special one. <3 <3 <3
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Monday, August 1, 2011
Change in me...
Remember, Barack Obama's change we need speech in his presidential run. Awesome speech and may be that speech with his orating skills made him the most powerful man on the earth.Any way, coming to me, i have been observing a lot of change with in me.
There are times when i felt that reading a book is next to something doing useless however now i am a vivid reader. Read so many books in the process which helped me a lot.
I used to loose my control even on small things but now i am more calm and understanding.Analyzer in me is getting more and more sharper and the planner in me is planning even small things which were being executed to perfection with the best of results. Taking hard and tough decisions and living up to them and the most important one is deciding after lot of thinking.
I think with age comes maturity and ability to handle and do tough things.. .:)
There are times when i felt that reading a book is next to something doing useless however now i am a vivid reader. Read so many books in the process which helped me a lot.
I used to loose my control even on small things but now i am more calm and understanding.Analyzer in me is getting more and more sharper and the planner in me is planning even small things which were being executed to perfection with the best of results. Taking hard and tough decisions and living up to them and the most important one is deciding after lot of thinking.
I think with age comes maturity and ability to handle and do tough things.. .:)
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Such a lie......
I was horrified by the madness of some people the other day. Somebody had posted a news-paper cutting of Godse (Nathuram ) in facebook where he says not to mix his ashes in any river (a Hindu tradition) till India, Pakistan are united (like before 1947). Such is the madness of the people however i just read it and i didn't commented on it because i don't want to argue with any one (u know the attitude of most of the S/W engineers (me too) and how weird they behave). The reason is simple, They doesn't like Gandhi. Gandhiji is appreciated/followed/liked/loved by many people all around the world. He is the Role model for many powerful leaders, successful people how ever most of the Indian's think that he is the reason for many on-going issues and the sad thing is most of the citizens of the "Great Country with a Rich heritage " doesn't have their own opinions and all they do is carry others opinion's.
Ghandiji, perhaps the only man i know who followed his religion as was told by God(mean Bhagavad Gita).I read his autobiography, "The story of my experiments with Truth".Awesome book.It explains the journey of an ordinary man called "Mohandas" who became "Mahatma" or "Father of my nation".It explains about a how a man who doesn't even weigh 100 pounds fought against the mighty British empire or how he sacrificed certain spices to overcome sexual pleasures or his confessions like how he want to be with his wife when his father was very ill and about to die or how he stopped wearing shirt so that he can get along with farmers or how he experimented several things on himself before preaching to others or how he never gave his belief even when he was on the death bed. He mentioned several times that "the problem of being a Mahatma is known only to Mahatma's".
People don't like him because of the separation of Pakistan however the fact is Its not in the hands of Gandhiji but it is with the British and they have to accept that the highly populated muslim area's which are represented by muslim league (present day Pakistan and Bangladesh) don't want to be a part of Hindu Majority Country.The second round table conference made that very clear that if they wish to grant independence then it has to grant two separate nations (such is the wish of minorities) instead of one or else the British rule will continue (a plan to foil the Independence movement and to create a rift internally which any one wont accept it).History say's that Gandhiji had even offered Prime minister ship to Jinnah and he accepted it readily however the fear of "Minority ruler in a Majority Hindu population" had made Gandhi to think otherwise (Nehru, Moulana Abul Kalam Azad and others convince him that deal is practically impossible and will create a backlash among the people).Lord Mountbatten openly commented that he doesnt knew that Jinnah is suffering from lung Cancer (during time of Independence) and stated that he never could have grated the separate statehood if he knew about that and the biggest looser is Pakistan (look at the state of the nation today).
The other thing is about Bhagad Singh and people feel that Gandhiji didn't intervened when he was ordered to hang.However the fact is, Gandhiji did raise the issue with then viceroy Lord Irwin who promptly rejected the plea saying that Gandhiji was using the Irwin pact to protect his political interests rather than for actual purpose.Gandhiji him self appriciated many times about Bhagat's and the others (sukhdev etc) patriotism.Gandhiji, even though a bitter pill for Britishers, with millions of supporters, had done every thing acceptable under British law and never had his interests above the governing law and even though the the death sentence was right he unsuccessfully did every thing for the commutation of the execution.
And one more reason may be his favoritism to-ward's the Muslims.Muslim's, aren't they Indian Citizens? or do we have to hate people based on religion ? Hindu Mahasabha (A organization in which Godse is a member) used to oppose muslim's because that they want a separate nation and their religious practices.Ok. Hinduism says that all you need is a guru/preacher/prophet and you need to follow him or simply u can be a Hindu and follow Jesus or Mohammad or Guru Nanak or any one you like as it's purpose is just a way to reach god.So being a Hindu, Gandhiji never opposed any one based on religion.Infact Islam came later to India and most of today muslim's ancestors are Indian's first and they have every right to live in this country.All the religions preach love (like Jesus said love your neighbor's like you love urself or Sikh Guru, Guru Govind Singhji fought against Muslim ruler Aurangzeb to stop hindu massacre).Aren't all religions are practices to reach god?.
Most of the people who don't like Gandhiji doesn't know any thing about him.All they do is carry other's opinions as theirs. If not non-violence, India could have lost half of its people to attain Independence because India is not a small country like Cuba or Chile to attain Independence through a revolution nor it is ruled by a single ruler so that a coup to dethrone him will achieve Independence.Look how Prabhakaran fought unsuccessfully for Tamil Eelam.
I was utterly disappointed because i never read about this Great man when i was in school or college.India has so many problem's and one such problem is because most of its citizen's are either cowards or they doesn't know how to fight. If every kid know about Gandhiji and follow his practices India will become a heaven.
lastly, the opinion, Gandhiji a selfish, is SUCH A LIE, because be it treating a leaper in his ashram or cleaning houses of harijan's or removing guest's and workers potty's in his home or preaching non-violence or any thing he did is based on his strong belief that "Service to mankind is service to GOD" which is the essence of Bhagavad Gita and i beg every one to read his Autobiography or know about him before judging him and every one who know and practice Bhagavad Gita call him a "SAGE"...
Ghandiji, perhaps the only man i know who followed his religion as was told by God(mean Bhagavad Gita).I read his autobiography, "The story of my experiments with Truth".Awesome book.It explains the journey of an ordinary man called "Mohandas" who became "Mahatma" or "Father of my nation".It explains about a how a man who doesn't even weigh 100 pounds fought against the mighty British empire or how he sacrificed certain spices to overcome sexual pleasures or his confessions like how he want to be with his wife when his father was very ill and about to die or how he stopped wearing shirt so that he can get along with farmers or how he experimented several things on himself before preaching to others or how he never gave his belief even when he was on the death bed. He mentioned several times that "the problem of being a Mahatma is known only to Mahatma's".
People don't like him because of the separation of Pakistan however the fact is Its not in the hands of Gandhiji but it is with the British and they have to accept that the highly populated muslim area's which are represented by muslim league (present day Pakistan and Bangladesh) don't want to be a part of Hindu Majority Country.The second round table conference made that very clear that if they wish to grant independence then it has to grant two separate nations (such is the wish of minorities) instead of one or else the British rule will continue (a plan to foil the Independence movement and to create a rift internally which any one wont accept it).History say's that Gandhiji had even offered Prime minister ship to Jinnah and he accepted it readily however the fear of "Minority ruler in a Majority Hindu population" had made Gandhi to think otherwise (Nehru, Moulana Abul Kalam Azad and others convince him that deal is practically impossible and will create a backlash among the people).Lord Mountbatten openly commented that he doesnt knew that Jinnah is suffering from lung Cancer (during time of Independence) and stated that he never could have grated the separate statehood if he knew about that and the biggest looser is Pakistan (look at the state of the nation today).
The other thing is about Bhagad Singh and people feel that Gandhiji didn't intervened when he was ordered to hang.However the fact is, Gandhiji did raise the issue with then viceroy Lord Irwin who promptly rejected the plea saying that Gandhiji was using the Irwin pact to protect his political interests rather than for actual purpose.Gandhiji him self appriciated many times about Bhagat's and the others (sukhdev etc) patriotism.Gandhiji, even though a bitter pill for Britishers, with millions of supporters, had done every thing acceptable under British law and never had his interests above the governing law and even though the the death sentence was right he unsuccessfully did every thing for the commutation of the execution.
And one more reason may be his favoritism to-ward's the Muslims.Muslim's, aren't they Indian Citizens? or do we have to hate people based on religion ? Hindu Mahasabha (A organization in which Godse is a member) used to oppose muslim's because that they want a separate nation and their religious practices.Ok. Hinduism says that all you need is a guru/preacher/prophet and you need to follow him or simply u can be a Hindu and follow Jesus or Mohammad or Guru Nanak or any one you like as it's purpose is just a way to reach god.So being a Hindu, Gandhiji never opposed any one based on religion.Infact Islam came later to India and most of today muslim's ancestors are Indian's first and they have every right to live in this country.All the religions preach love (like Jesus said love your neighbor's like you love urself or Sikh Guru, Guru Govind Singhji fought against Muslim ruler Aurangzeb to stop hindu massacre).Aren't all religions are practices to reach god?.
Most of the people who don't like Gandhiji doesn't know any thing about him.All they do is carry other's opinions as theirs. If not non-violence, India could have lost half of its people to attain Independence because India is not a small country like Cuba or Chile to attain Independence through a revolution nor it is ruled by a single ruler so that a coup to dethrone him will achieve Independence.Look how Prabhakaran fought unsuccessfully for Tamil Eelam.
I was utterly disappointed because i never read about this Great man when i was in school or college.India has so many problem's and one such problem is because most of its citizen's are either cowards or they doesn't know how to fight. If every kid know about Gandhiji and follow his practices India will become a heaven.
lastly, the opinion, Gandhiji a selfish, is SUCH A LIE, because be it treating a leaper in his ashram or cleaning houses of harijan's or removing guest's and workers potty's in his home or preaching non-violence or any thing he did is based on his strong belief that "Service to mankind is service to GOD" which is the essence of Bhagavad Gita and i beg every one to read his Autobiography or know about him before judging him and every one who know and practice Bhagavad Gita call him a "SAGE"...
Thursday, July 21, 2011
mislead and u r a goner ..................
"Offense is the best form of defense.....". This rule applies very good in some sports but not in real life.I want to discuss about the Telangana statehood. When i studied in hyd, i observed the sentiment is very strong among the Telangana people and i should say that every one should respect it. I am not gonna discuss about whether a separate statehood should be granted or not, pro's and con's or possibilities instead i want to discuss the mode of the agitations.
Lets go back to late 1930's and early 1940's when a small issue or conflict of interest between Nehru and Jinnah and how Jinnah had left congress and formed his own Muslim league. Then this muslim league is most prominent in present day Pakistan and Bangladesh and most of its candidates won as MP's during first ever election to parliament. So far so good, however, during 2nd round table conf, Jinnah came up with a separate statehood of west and east pakistan.At that time, every one (including the muslims) objected Jinnah's Idea.But he slowly conveyed to his people (Muslims/Muslim League) that how their interest will be sublimed or narrowed in a Hindu majority state then using this as a cause, because of strong sentiment in the people and agitations, separate pakistan is formed. Good. Now, see the state of the nation and see what the majority of the people believe in. Violence. What i want to say is how agitations had changed the mindset of the people and see now for every reason, small or big, the people of this country believe in is violence..
The same will apply to Telangana and i strongly feel that even if separate statehood is granted, now the people will believe in fast unto death's, protests, agitations to achieve their demands rather than in a peaceful manner and we all know there is no leader like Gandhiji who can control the people and lead them at peace.
Through this blog, i request every leader of Telengana, rather politely, that, use peaceful approaches than violence to achieve the statehood or else when the state is formed, you cant control the people because by then they got used to these agitations etc and even a small issue can create a lot of violence. Ultimately, it will question the existence of the country.....
Lets go back to late 1930's and early 1940's when a small issue or conflict of interest between Nehru and Jinnah and how Jinnah had left congress and formed his own Muslim league. Then this muslim league is most prominent in present day Pakistan and Bangladesh and most of its candidates won as MP's during first ever election to parliament. So far so good, however, during 2nd round table conf, Jinnah came up with a separate statehood of west and east pakistan.At that time, every one (including the muslims) objected Jinnah's Idea.But he slowly conveyed to his people (Muslims/Muslim League) that how their interest will be sublimed or narrowed in a Hindu majority state then using this as a cause, because of strong sentiment in the people and agitations, separate pakistan is formed. Good. Now, see the state of the nation and see what the majority of the people believe in. Violence. What i want to say is how agitations had changed the mindset of the people and see now for every reason, small or big, the people of this country believe in is violence..
The same will apply to Telangana and i strongly feel that even if separate statehood is granted, now the people will believe in fast unto death's, protests, agitations to achieve their demands rather than in a peaceful manner and we all know there is no leader like Gandhiji who can control the people and lead them at peace.
Through this blog, i request every leader of Telengana, rather politely, that, use peaceful approaches than violence to achieve the statehood or else when the state is formed, you cant control the people because by then they got used to these agitations etc and even a small issue can create a lot of violence. Ultimately, it will question the existence of the country.....
Feeling Bliss :)
After number of days of practice, finally i am enjoying BLISS during meditation.. its just for seven min's how ever that is a great one and hopefully i will build over it :)
here is a story Buddha teaching meditation to Ananda........
Gautama Buddha was going to a Village to give sermon with Ananda (chief disciple of Buddha)
They crossed a small canal and went further towards the village.
It was a Hot day and sun was bright.
After some time Buddha felt thirsty and sat down under a tree.
Buddha asked Ananda to fetch water from the canal they had just crossed.
In mean time a Bullock cart had crossed the canal and water had become dirty. When Ananda reached the canal, he found water is unfit for drinking.
He came back and told buddha that water is not clean.
here is a story Buddha teaching meditation to Ananda........
Gautama Buddha was going to a Village to give sermon with Ananda (chief disciple of Buddha)
They crossed a small canal and went further towards the village.
It was a Hot day and sun was bright.
After some time Buddha felt thirsty and sat down under a tree.
Buddha asked Ananda to fetch water from the canal they had just crossed.
In mean time a Bullock cart had crossed the canal and water had become dirty. When Ananda reached the canal, he found water is unfit for drinking.
He came back and told buddha that water is not clean.
But Buddha insisted and said go back and wait till water becomes clean again. By the time Ananda had reached back to the canal, some mud had already settled down, but water was still unfit for drinking.
Nothing else to do Ananda sat silently near the canal and started meditating.
After few minutes he opened eyes to see water and to his surprise water was clean. Mud had settled down on its own. Same is the nature of our mind also. Our thoughts are like Mud which pollutes our consciousness. Moment we stop paying attention to thoughts, stop cooperating with them, stop analyzing thoughts, stop bothering with them, silence starts descending on us. and we regain our pure consciousness state.
So folks do meditation and enjoy BLISS :)
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
why we failed to tackle terrorism ????
Every time i hear/read/see terrorist attacks, my heart bleeds for every innocent one who lost his life and for their family members who lost their dear ones because of a coward act by some losers in the name of GOD.
During 1990's and early 2000's, my place, 100 kms near to Guntur in AP is filled with a lot of violence from Movists and Naxalites however now it is one of the safe places in the earth.These communist terror organizations used to pull lot of youth in to the movement and used to use them as scapegoats.However now the scene is different.These red movements had died down because of lack of support from the localites. Then the main reason for youth to join is due to the caste and religion, rich and poor differences and may be some sort of helplessness and basically at that age most of us believe in violence.Now, because their quality of life had improved with the IT revolution etc no one wants or interested in such kinds of struggle.
I strongly feel the same logic applies to communal terrorism because people who believe in these kinds of violence must be either poor or they were strongly hurt for some reason or the other.
here are the three points i suggest
1. The govt of India and the parliament should send a strong message to the citizens of India that its our own country that this country belongs to all its stake holders either they are rich, poor, Hindu, Muslim, upper caste , backward caste etc.
2.Basically, poverty and helplessness leads many people to think about violence so the Govt should take steps to eradicate poverty and provide education and job reservations based on the economical backwardness than social backwardness.
3.Organizations like RSS, BJP should send a message to public that they will work for the progress of Hindu's and they will never try to halt or work against the progress of minorities and also secular parties should work towards the progress of minorities rather than treating them as their traditional vote banks.
lets all believe and feel that its our country and we are here to protect it no matter what.
During 1990's and early 2000's, my place, 100 kms near to Guntur in AP is filled with a lot of violence from Movists and Naxalites however now it is one of the safe places in the earth.These communist terror organizations used to pull lot of youth in to the movement and used to use them as scapegoats.However now the scene is different.These red movements had died down because of lack of support from the localites. Then the main reason for youth to join is due to the caste and religion, rich and poor differences and may be some sort of helplessness and basically at that age most of us believe in violence.Now, because their quality of life had improved with the IT revolution etc no one wants or interested in such kinds of struggle.
I strongly feel the same logic applies to communal terrorism because people who believe in these kinds of violence must be either poor or they were strongly hurt for some reason or the other.
here are the three points i suggest
1. The govt of India and the parliament should send a strong message to the citizens of India that its our own country that this country belongs to all its stake holders either they are rich, poor, Hindu, Muslim, upper caste , backward caste etc.
2.Basically, poverty and helplessness leads many people to think about violence so the Govt should take steps to eradicate poverty and provide education and job reservations based on the economical backwardness than social backwardness.
3.Organizations like RSS, BJP should send a message to public that they will work for the progress of Hindu's and they will never try to halt or work against the progress of minorities and also secular parties should work towards the progress of minorities rather than treating them as their traditional vote banks.
lets all believe and feel that its our country and we are here to protect it no matter what.
Friday, July 15, 2011
as long as u love me....
My right hand in your left…
with our fingers inter locked,
The long walks .. .
in the lone streets,
The little baby’s smell from ur body….
that makes me go mad,
The tight slap…..
when forced for a kiss,
The hugs and Pats…..
in the most difficult times,
Your Prayers and fasting….
for my well being,
The hand around my shoulder….
when i feel alone,
The way u changed my life…
from desert in to land of roses,
I will live for ever…
as long as u love me
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